I didn't know Julie was gone. I didn't know Sean missed me. And the weird thing is, I want to be out in Carolina, getting hugs from Sean and playing video games with Jer and watching movies with Jules. I want to have bodies dangling over my bed.
I'm jealous, and I shouldn't be. It isn't as if I've made this huge effort to be online lately, to be a wonderful friend. Time was the four of us were as close as could be, and now... I just feel dismissed. Do you know what I mean? Though it's my fault.
Wow. I had an extremely strong reaction to this, didn't I? He says he wished I could have come along.
Nobody asked me to, Sean.